Sooooooo...Do you remember back in one of my old blogs I stated that all this has been kinda like a "roller coaster ride" with emotions..
Well, Right after my latest blog We prayed about this for a while with what to do and at this point we feel like IVF isn't the best things for us right now. I do want a baby but at this point I am scared of what all those hormones will do to my body. Does it sound selfish??? Maybe, but its my body. I told Jason the other day..If its the Lords Will for s to have a baby we will and watch me get pregnant when I am like 38 or 40 when I least expect it. I will be perfectly fine with that because for whatever reason God wanted me to have a baby then...and if not then Maybe Jason & I just arent suppose to have a baby...So, for now we will have fun loving everyone else's kids and sending them back home to their parents.
Love your thoughts! God is in control and only He knows your future!
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