Why?!?!

So.... Here I am again having baby fever and wondering why us? Why does it have to be this complicated and why do we have to spend SO much money to do whatever we decided! I know my blog is like a roller coaster but like I stated b4 I go through so many emotions and I will be fine one minute with no baby then the next thing I know I have baby fever AGAIN. It's feels better to write it all out and I know God has a plan but it's just frustrating waiting to see what that plan is. We do have lots of people praying for us and we are so thankful!!! I will cont to keep y'all posted