Sooooooo...Do you remember back in one of my old blogs I stated that all this has been kinda like a "roller coaster ride" with emotions..
Well, Right after my latest blog We prayed about this for a while with what to do and at this point we feel like IVF isn't the best things for us right now. I do want a baby but at this point I am scared of what all those hormones will do to my body. Does it sound selfish??? Maybe, but its my body. I told Jason the other day..If its the Lords Will for s to have a baby we will and watch me get pregnant when I am like 38 or 40 when I least expect it. I will be perfectly fine with that because for whatever reason God wanted me to have a baby then...and if not then Maybe Jason & I just arent suppose to have a baby...So, for now we will have fun loving everyone else's kids and sending them back home to their parents.
