This is soooooooo cool!!

Around August of last year I was asked to be a "model" for a book being written by Lori Shandle-Fox about infertility. So now I am on a book cover for a book about infertility! I thought I would post it for y'all to check out the website! I've read the book and it's good.

http://www.amazon.com/dp/B007G9X19A/ref=rdr_kindle_ext_tmb

No Baby in my Belly this time

I actually started my period around lunch time today. I know a lot of people are concerned with how I'm
dealing with this and I am
Actually doing really well!
God is AMAZING!
I know he has a plan & I feel better than I have felt in a while. I sure didn't know I'd feel this way but like is said God is amazing! We are going to try in March ourselves and if I don't get pregnant them we will try another IUI in April:)

Thanks again for all the Prayers!!!!

Implantation bleeding or my Period coming???

Yesterday I starting spotting a little brownness and I kept feeling like I was gonna start my period I was on day 24 and my period isn't suppose to be here until Friday. It's rare that my period comes Day 24 or 25 but it has in the past. Before I went to bed last night it had turned to a darker pink almost bright red so I just knew I was gonna wake up this morning to my full period but I didn't and now it's back to blown. Tomorrow I'm suppose to go in for my blood test to see of I'm actually pregnant. The only symptoms I have is a really bloated tummy and headaches but those could be related to my possible upcoming period and the weather so unless I start b4 tomorrow we will know for sure tomorrow.

Thanks for all the prayers!!


For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans for welfare and not for evil, to give you a future and a hope. (Jeremiah 29:11 ESV)

1 week down & 1 week to go

We have one more week until I take a blood test to know if I'm pregnant. This is very exciting. I am still very aware that I may not be and if that's the case I have been praying for Jason & I for
strength. I know God has a plan for us regardless.
Please continue to pray for us:)

I found this scripture on a friends FB page and I really like it and wanted to
Post it because I feel like its appropriate for this.

Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be frightened, and do not be dismayed, for the Lord your God is with you wherever you go." (Joshua 1:9 ESV)

Randomly Emotional

Just an FYI to all my friends and family Don't be alarmed if we are hanging out and I just start crying out of the middle of nowhere. I don't feel sad or anything and I may just start crying. I guess my horomones are just going crazy.

Also I am trying to stay pretty level headed about the possibility I may or may not be pregnant an with this being said I'm trying not to get too excited just to be disappointed if the test in negative in 2 weeks. So if I'm not really talking about this or anything or seem kinda quit about it...I wanted y'all to know why:)

Thanks again for all the prayers:)

Today was the BiG DaY

I had the IUI today and it was by far the worst pain I've ever felt but I'm sure having a baby Is far worse;) The Dr told me that my Cervix was really tight. He said if i don't get pregnant this time then next time they may need to put me to sleep and dilate my cervix for the catheter. I guess that's why it hurt me so bad.
We do have great news about Jason sperm morphology. It is now at 6% & 2 weeks ago it was at 2%. So Jason's life style change is working!!:)

Oh & I also need to correct something from my last post. I actually had a HCG shot not HSG the other night...

Thanks for all the prayers!!!
I REALLY hope it Gods will for me to pregnant this time:)