Monday, January 30, 2012

We have schuduled a consultation with the Dr for Feb 7th

We have a consulation Dr's appt Tuesday to get some more information on prices etc. We are also gonna attend a lunchon that our Church is having Sunday regarding Adoption. Please cont....to keep us in your prayers :)

Saturday, January 21, 2012

New Year....New Attitude!!

I can definitely say 2011 was not my favorite year but this is a New Year and We have a new attitude about the baby we will one day have if its the Lords will.

Just to give a little update since my last post.....

We have since moved back to the area near where we grew up. Its really nice to be around family & friends. I have started to see a counselor which has helped a lot. I decided to go see her because I had my 1st and hopefully last Panic Attack in Nov 2011. I then realized that I need to try & figure about what is going on with me. I am the type of person who tries to always have a smile on my face and have a good attitude. I didn't realize that I had all this stress from the infertility and other things building up inside of me until I had my Panic Attack. It has really helped me to be able to talk all this out with someone who can try & help us make sense of all this.

We went to see my counselor this week and she said that because I almost 32 we need to go ahead and start the process of trying to have a baby whether it be adoption, or IUI. She said her fear for me is that if we don't go ahead and start the process I will be 34/35 years old & regret not doing all this sooner. You know the term Biological clock ticking??? Well mine is definitely ticking ;)

Jason & I have talked and prayed about this and we have decided NOT to do IVF. I nor him want me to put all those chemicals in my body. We decided we will adopt if it came down to those 2 options. There are also other reasons like Cost (yes I know it cost to adopt) & etc.

We have decided to Try and IUI & also look into adoption. We will soon be making an appt with 2 highly ranked infertility centers here in our area to get more information and hopefully start this process.

Please keep us in your prayers!!!

We are no longer saying we cant have a baby, we will now say we will have a baby one day it just might not be the old fashion way.


Thanks in advance for all the prayers & support!!