Prayers Needed for Me!

& Jason too because i am sure its hard for him to watch me
Go through this.....

Okay friends! I really need
Your prayers! Wed night I had another panic attack & I've had several mini ones since then & constantly feel anxious. I went to the Dr yday and I've started taking some meds to
Hopefully help me. I was so against them but I can't keep feeling like this. My Dr prescribed me Celexa. I didn't wanna take an antidepressant but I need something to make me feel better....I woke up lastnight havin a panic attack for the 1st time at night around 3am. It scared me to death. I felt like my back was on fire!! And my heart was racing. Jason took my pulse and heart rate and it was high for me. I wasn't sure if I was hvg a bad reaction to the Celexa but Jason sd it wouldn't happen after taking 1 pill. I then realized I was hvg a panic Attack when my hands started to tingle.
I took a whole Xanax because 1/2 doesn't do anything. I tried a 1/2 xanax b4 i went to bed at 10p but then
I had to turn around & take the whole @ 3ish AM then When I woke up at 7am I was anxious again even though the Xanax was still in my system but I think it was bc my dad & Jason were leaving for an all day motorcycle Ride. It's kinda like any "little" thing is really making me anxious. I waited until 11:15 to take another whole Xanax and I am FINALLY feeling more myself. It gives me horrible dry mouth though. I'm have no appetite but when i Try & eat I feel I nausea. But I have faith that God is going to bring me through this!

I love this song my Casting Crowns:

"Praise You In This Storm"

I was sure by now
God You would have reached down
And wiped our tears away
Stepped in and saved the day
But once again, I say "Amen", and it's still raining

As the thunder rolls
I barely hear Your whisper through the rain
"I'm with you"
And as Your mercy falls
I raise my hands and praise the God who gives
And takes away


And I'll praise You in this storm
And I will lift my hands
For You are who You are
No matter where I am
And every tear I've cried
You hold in Your hand
You never left my side
And though my heart is torn
I will praise You in this storm

I remember when
I stumbled in the wind
You heard my cry to you
And you raised me up again
My strength is almost gone
How can I carry on
If I can't find You

But as the thunder rolls
I barely hear You whisper through the rain
"I'm with you"
And as Your mercy falls
I raise my hands and praise the God who gives
And takes away



I lift my eyes unto the hills
Where does my help come from?
My help comes from the Lord
The Maker of Heaven and Earth